Do I dare

Disturb the universe?

In a minute there is time

For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse.

 

For I have known them all already, known them all;

Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons,                     

I have measured out my life with coffee spoons;

I know the voices dying with a dying fall

Beneath the music from a farther room.
 
So how should I presume?

 

And I have known the eyes already, known them all—

The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase,

And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,

When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,

Then how should I begin

To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways?                   
  
And how should I presume?

 

And I have known the arms already, known them all—

Arms that are braceleted and white and bare

(But in the lamplight, downed with light brown hair!)
Is it perfume from a dress

That makes me so digress?

Arms that lie along a table, or wrap about a shawl.
 
And should I then presume?
 
And how should I begin?




Shall I say, I have gone at dusk through narrow streets            
And watched the smoke that rises from the pipes

Of lonely men in shirt-sleeves, leaning out of windows?


I should have been a pair of ragged claws

Scuttling across the floors of silent seas.

                            
                                         -The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock by T.S. Eliot (lines 45-74)



"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;

I lift my lids and all is born again.

(I think I made you up inside my head.)



The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,

And arbitrary blackness gallops in:

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.



I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed.
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.

(I think I made you up inside my head.)


God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:

Exit seraphim and Satan's men:

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.


I fancied you'd return the way you said,

But I grow old and I forget your name.

(I think I made you up inside my head.)


I should have loved a thunderbird instead;

At least when spring comes they roar back again.

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

(I think I made you up inside my head.)"

-Mad Girl's Love Song by Sylvia Plath




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